Well~ From wednesday till now my days had been like hell. Suffering and tests keep coming non-stop. I wanted to give up but i force myself not too cause My strength is in the Lord! God didnt give up on me so i wont give up on myself! It's like i entered into a long dark tunnel, it's scary but in every tunnel there will be an end, and that end is where God is waiting and the tunnel is the trial or test God put you thru to test how much u can endure for him so that God can promote you to do his works. Life is never easy but with God anything is possible. There are times when i feel i disappointed God so much but he still loves me, not because of what i can become or whether im holy. God loves me for who I really am deep inside so deep that only God knows, he knows stuffs about me that i dun even know. God loves you, that why trial are given. Which parents doesnt want to see their child strong and mighty? To do great things? To be like them and finally surpassing them? If your earthly parents want to see that, What more God who is our Father in heaven not want to see that? God has a plan to make your prosper and not to harm!
So for 2 days, i found out how helpless i am and without God i wont be able to make it. The word of God will comfort you great that i can assure you cause i've been thru it and it comforts me to the extent i'm feeling joyous now. All praises to God who build us up to rule and regin thruout the heaven and the earth! Let all creation sing and worship him forever! Holy is the Lord who was and is and is to come! And thru our sufferings we may understand God glory and plan for us!
Even when darkness overruns and trying to overcome me, it shall fail! For we are the child of God and Co-heir with Christ! God is with us and if God is for us who can be against us? We are filled with the Holy Spirit who grants us all blessings and we have the authority to claim all of it IF WE JUST BELIEVE!!